Mental Fatigue and Me
So I crapped out these last two semesters. My internship was awesome when I was with the manual laborers, but I generally HATED my direct supervisor and crushing sense of pointlessness/uselessness/helplessness my actual "projects" imparted me. Meetings for days. Meetings I really had nothing to contribute to. Might have been an issue of an electric engineer having no flipping clue what to do with mechanical engineers, as his electrical engineering intern had real work. (My desk partner was also wildly unimpressed with our work and supervisors. It wasn't just me.) I have issues with a stubborn subconscious, or something. Try as I might to rationalize that it was one experience, and if I kill myself doing this homework, I still have shot at a rewarding career just didn't translate to the motivator that runs on feels. Feels learned that you can accomplish pretty much nothing and make wicked stacks of cash. *facepalm* So I was struggling against that,among